"When we long for life without difficulties, remind us that oaks grow strong in contrary winds and diamonds are made under pressure." -- Peter Marshall
I am not happy.
I am scared.
I am about as far away from my dreams as I've ever been. My camera lens is in the shop. My professional website has been hacked. I'm in a job that is consuming my life and all I want to do is weep into the nearest breakfast taco I can find.
I have been feeling a lot of pressure lately. I can blame my job for it but really, when it comes down to it, it stems from me. I have these ideas of what I want to be doing and who I want to be and if I don't fulfill these ideas, I severely punish myself. It's a huge waste of energy and I need to stop it.
I have been feeling a lot of pressure lately. I can blame my job for it but really, when it comes down to it, it stems from me. I have these ideas of what I want to be doing and who I want to be and if I don't fulfill these ideas, I severely punish myself. It's a huge waste of energy and I need to stop it.
But since there are no breakfast tacos around, I will simply be brave, figure something out and keep pushing through this particularly difficult mile I am facing.
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